Paul's request for prayer

"...praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints---and for me, that utterance may be given to me, that I may open my mouth boldly to make known the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains; that in it I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak." [Eph 6:18-20]

The last piece in the Christian's armor is this, it is his prayer. This is spiritual readiness. It is the difference between an armed Christian and one who is both armed and dangerous. Prayer is the secret weapon, the discipline that enables him to wield his sword effectively to cut down the enemy and deliver the captives.

I know in my heart that this alone is the reason I have not prevailed in that boldness for which Paul asks prayer. I receive not because I have asked not, nor asked others to join me in the asking. So for the last six years, while wanting to go out boldly to speak the mystery of the gospel, I have not done so. It should not be surprising in the least. But it is very saddening, that after so long as a Christian, I am still so undisciplined. When I should be a dangerous adversary to the devil, I am a patsy.

How should I ever grow up? Simply by doing as Paul says, "praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints". There is nothing I lack, really, but this. Yet it is the substance of what a soldier and a man is, namely his boldness.

Lord, please embolden me, as you alone can do, giving, granting boldness to open my mouth to all people everywhere regarding the mystery of the gospel. Please make me as Proverbs 28:1 says, "the righteous are as bold as a lion". For to date, I am like the wicked, who flee when no one pursues. Gracious Creator, create in me a clean heart and a steadfast spirit, that is ready and empowered to do your will, speak your truth, and claim those for whom You died, at UVa, in my neighborhood, and everywhere you lead me, as well as to my family and friends. IJNA